Persistent symptoms of female long haulers adversely affect their social lives in different ways. Interviews with female long haulers have identified five main categories: physical limitations, economic issues, social relationships, conflict of social roles, and social stigma. All main themes and their dimensions are illustrated in Fig.1.
Physical limitation
Physical limitation is one of the issues that long haulers struggle with and affect their social life. The physical limitation has two dimensions: "Effects of physical limitation on the body" and "Effects of physical limitation on the mind."
Effects of physical limitation on the physical function. Almost all the participants reported "declined mobility," causing "feelings of inactivity." For instance, even performing the simplest tasks, such as "gardening or making a meal, " led to negative feelings of being "like a couch potato." Some participants reported that they had to" be cautious in physical activities" because they were still "in and out of doctors' offices." Almost all participants said they felt a "lack of energy" and quickly felt tired even after recovery. As a result, participating in social activities was difficult for them. One of them asserted, "I can go out with a friend, but I can't do anything after that."
Effects of physical limitation on the perceived health mind. Physical limitations also led to mental influence on female long haulers that even affected their recovery process and made it difficult for them to follow through with treatment. Some participants reported feeling "tired of resuming the healing process," and they experienced feelings such as" resentment" toward the spirometer because they "had to be still using it." More than half of the participants reported that at times they "compared current physical abilities with pre-COVID-19 time" and "sighed for their current physical abilities." One participant said, "this turned me into a homebody, which is anybody." Moreover, these physical limitations "changed their body image." One participant said, "all my muscle is gone and …mentally my body image had changed."
Economic issues
The economic issue is another aspect of female long haulers’ social lives affected by COVID-19. For most participants, “job insecurity” and “financial hardship” were the main economic issues that impeded their recovery.
Job insecurity. Almost all the participants shared their concerns about their employment status. One participant reported the “fear of being unemployment” as even more stressful than the infection. Another participant said that a company "can fire you for absolutely no reason." In this case, the participants were constantly looking for new jobs instead of focusing on their health improvement. One participant stated, "they just push my resume aside, so that's been more of a stressor to me than the pandemic." Two participants had to "quit their jobs to attend to family-related affairs." Other participants noted that their "business is at risk" because of their persisting symptoms. One participant said, "because I have to cook…I have to breathe... so my business took a hit.”
Financial hardship. The impact of the pandemic on the domestic as well as the global economy has affected some participants' businesses, resulting in a "reduction in their income." A participant explained that she was "forced to have a part-time job." However, many participants had to "reduce their working hours" due to persistent symptoms. One participant described the pain she felt while working. Another participant who works in the education system reported, "I have lots of brain fog and completely forgetting what I was teaching." In addition, another participant stated, "I'm being paid less because I'm not able to have full-time work." These issues contributed to the participants' unstable financial status, thus to the point that they "failed to pay medical bills." Some participants mentioned that they were concerned about medical costs due to the possibility of losing their job. One participant was worried that the government would "stop paying COVID-19 claims." This situation prompted some participants to "work overtime." In these circumstances, nearly half of the participants experienced "interruptions in the recovery processes" due to financial issues or lack of "health insurance."
Social relationship
Persistent symptoms affected the social relationships of female long haulers. The experiences shared by the participants can be classified into four themes: "social isolation," "social reaction to long haulers' symptoms," "change communication methods," and "decrease social capital."
Social isolation. All participants experienced social isolation due to changes and "restrictions in social relationships." These challenges were rooted in their "limited energy" and weal physical condition, making social interactions difficult. Several participants described the short time they spent with family and friends during the pandemic. One participant said, "the biggest thing that has impacted me personally is the loss of socialization." In addition, some participants noted that staying at home and having limited relationships made them feel anxious and stressed. Some participants mentioned that kissing, hugging, and simply handshaking was done reluctantly to keep to manners. One participant said, "I was free from the hospital, and my daughter finally could hug me." Several participants also mentioned some" physical and emotional conflicts" in dealing with social relationships. One participant said, "it's been hard jumping back into that social life." Additionally, another participant highlighted "a change in personality" by saying, "I feel like I'm not as extroverted or bubbly as I used to be."
Persistent "physical pain also impacted the maintenance and development of their social relationships." One participant said, "if I'm on my feet too long... get pain...I haven't been out with my friends". Many participants reported that COVID-19 changed and "restricted their marital relationships." Some participants who were infected with their spouses were afraid to approach each other due to symptoms. Some participants described that they should "end part of their social relationships to save energy for work activities." One of them said, "if I go, then I'm probably gonna feel tired…I can't risk that for my job".
Social reactions to long haulers' symptoms. About half of the participants reported that some people, especially those who had never been infected, feel quite "doubtful about persistent symptoms." One participant said, "Some are incredulous that it's happening. they are like, oh, just fight through it". Other participants mentioned, "some medical professionals try to trivialize it or make their patients think that it perhaps might be in their head." Moreover, the situation of long haulers is not understandable for some people. One of the participants asserted, "Many people don't understand; I could only last for about 30 minutes". Several participants reported that "only people experienced COVID-19 could understand their feelings", such as "the long COVID-19 Facebook groups because they are also going through it."
Change communication methods. Most participants have experienced some forms of online communication. In this regard, some female long haulers said that they had already missed the opportunity to attend the public sphere. Still, through pandemic by the "emergence of new public spheres," participants pointed out they "have taken benefit of different new applications and online forums" for social interaction culminated in the feeling of "belongingness." One of the participants asserted, "I liked that because you are not alone." Finally, as said by a participant about a long hauler advocacy group, "they trying to fight for even like disability rights for us."
Decreased social capital. Conflict in COVID-19 vaccination beliefs caused a loss of social capital for a few female long haulers. Participants pinpointed that "reduced social support" and "limited their social network" are adverse outcomes of decreasing social capital. One of the participants highlighted her higher level of vulnerability and said, "I'm a social person …but I'm more cautious now because of my symptoms, and I don't like to be in crowds which I don't know if people had their vaccine". The other one mentioned, "I couldn't really interact with people because there's a lot of people that have not had their vaccine." Consequently, less than half of the participants decided to terminate their relationship as one of them mentioned, "I've lost a lot of friends because of it. Because … they're anti-vaccine". Another participant highlighted the roots of conflict in the beliefs to vaccination and said, "suddenly, people that have never had a political or social opinion, now do and so ... that's how it's really affected me..."
Conflicts of social roles
Most participants experienced conflicts in their social roles. Their primary role was being a patient, but as a patient, their performance in their social life had some conflicts with their ability. The conflicts in different social roles can be divided into two main themes: "conflicts related to job roles" and "conflicts related to family roles."
Conflicts related to the job role. Almost all participants reported being employed prior to the pandemic. Their job roles expose them to different conflicts that revolve around their expectations and responsibilities in the workplace and their relationship with their employers. Some participants were adversely affected by their" employer's negligence", which made them "feel helpless and ignored". One of the participants said, "They didn't call us one time. I noticed that they weren't really there for us". Some participants also reported not being permitted by their supervisors to leave the workplace when they had to or being unjustifiably pressured to work by their supervisors.
In terms of "making a living", participants turned out to have been struggling with financial problems intensified by COVID-19. Since their employers did not support them, they were pushed to "work overtime" or to "cover shifts when other staff members were infected." One participant said, "when I was supposed to be on sick leave, I was in my bed, typing up stuff." In addition, people who work under such conditions experience fatigue; as a result, their poor performance at work leads to "increased conflict with employers." Especially for the head of the household, work role conflicts can cause them to wrestle with unemployment that was even more demanding and stressful than COVID-19 infection. Thus, some participants felt they had no choice but to push themselves to challenge themselves to return to business. One participant said, "I was trying to get to work and just struggling with that."
Some participants reported that "the pressure of work responsibilities" like safe workplace requirements during COVID-19 was inevitable. The requirement to wear a mask to work was very difficult for participants with breathing problems. One participant stated, "professionally, that was the hardest thing, making sure that my students are safe." This situation has become even more complicated for health care providers. As one nurse said, "I have never left my job because I have patients on my schedule."
Conflicts related to the family roles. Most participants mentioned that they were expected to take care of the family even when they struggled with their persistent symptoms. This situation elevates the risk of a painful managingtask for female long haulers. One participant said, "we both were positive…but I have to make sure my son is okay". Furthermore, participants mentioned more exceptions related to their unique role as mothers. One participant said, "my son was so stressed because I couldn't take him to practice." Additionally, "doing housework responsibilities" is another challenge for female long healers. Almost all the participants reported that it is "difficult to handle daily house chores" in addition to work-related issues throughout the pandemic. One participant said, "even now, just cleaning my house sometimes is too much."
Social stigma
Experiencing social stigma had a negative impact on the social life of female long haulers. Social stigma dimensions were categorized as "stigma labels" and "stigma consequences"
Stigma labels. All participants were labeled variously by other people. Two participants stated that they were identified as negligent to health principles, especially at the pandemic's beginning. One of them acknowledged that people did not talk openly about being infected with COVID-19 due to fear of being stigmatized and blamed for" their careless behavior that caused the infection." Another participant stated, "we had this sense of what did we do wrong?”. Moreover, another two participants mentioned that they were identified as "danger to others" and labeled "risk factor." One participant stated, "we felt like a leper." Others explained that their "situation was unbelievable for some people" and triggered another type of stigma like being "overdramatic" that was driven from a misapprehension of the COVID-19 deterioration. One of them noted, "a lot of my family members got it, but they didn't get the after symptoms…they think I'm maybe being overdramatic." Meanwhile, a few participants were labeled as "walking dead" people. One of them asserted, "there are so many stories… they collapsed, and after an autopsy, you know, it's in their lungs."
Stigma outcomes. Ultimately, Stigmatization caused participants to "internalize the stigma," “self- blaming," and "fear of being a judge." Participants identified themselves through the labels perceived in their social lives. For example, one of the participants mentioned, "there's a lot of question about why me? What did I do to have?" and "you feel like you did something wrong." another one explained she "blamed herself for not being serious." Also, less than half of the female long haulers in this study restricted their social relationships because they avoided facing judgment and stigma. One of the participants asserted, "Any symptom that I have ... it's embarrassing because I have to turn down like going with my husband's family ". Other participants explained, "I feel like I have to keep proving to people that ... Stress of people getting believe it and not feel like I'm making this up."