Oscillation | “[We were] very confused [during the diagnostic process]. Because we were, so going down this avenue of rheumatic fever and everything [the diagnosis] was just changing all the time […], So I was feeling very overwhelmed and confused by it sometimes.” – P23, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “It was scary [at the beginning], we’re that used to it that there's not a fear of it anymore, really, because we know what we're dealing with, but, obviously, my thought is how it's going to impact her in later life. How it's going to affect her going forward for jobs, and you know that, how she’s going to cope with certain situations, yeah.” – P29, Mum of Child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “And even now that I know, like what it is and what's happening, it's still very scary to see, like, what's going to happen to me like in the future?” – P12, Child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Yeah, I think you kind of got a bit used to it. And you know now that if she has an illness [flaring], you probably know you’ve got to [go to the] hospital and she'll be in flares. She just -- It is still scary, but not how it was before. You get used to it; you do. Yeah.” – P20, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis | “It starts, looks good for a while. Stops, looks too bad. Start a new one, yeah, it goes all around the circle, starts again and again and again.” – P1, Child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “It's just never ending, so it's, you'll get used to a drug, and then we'll get put into a different one. It'll work for a little while and then it stops working, which just doesn't ever seem to keep anything under control? It's just very up and down all the time. Highs, lows, and it's just -- it just feels like it's never ending.” – P20, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Do I think she'll probably change medications again? Yes, I don't think she'll stay on this for very long. I think she'll end up coming off it again soon and going on to something else. [..] So, I think it's just– nothing definite, and that's how I kind of feel.” – P20, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “She didn't tolerate it well at all. She was sick all the time and stuff. As soon as we come into the rheumatology team and told them, and asked what was happening [to her], they changed her drug.” – P31, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis |
Somatic Factors | “Yeah, I felt like very scared because I went from like being able to, like, run around and play and then not being able to do anything.” – P12, Child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Yeah, Well, it's just a condition, really, isn't it? It's -- I don’t know how to explain it. Felt a bit bad, having arthritis. But at the same time, it's a condition that could be controlled, from what I've read about it and now knowing bits and pieces about it, so it's not life threatening.” – P27, Dad of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Yeah, he does miss some school from joint pain. He restricted, like playing out, for the length of time he can play football, or the length of time we can go out for a walk, you know, he has to take multiple rests. I think he knows he's not the same as every other 14 year old lad, but there is worse out there. Do you know what I mean? So he still gets up, gives it a go, and then the next day, that's when it hits him [the pain]. So, the next day he'll be sore, or he'll be tired from whatever we did the day before.” – P18, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis | “I think it has been effective, it does work for times and she'll be fine. And at the moment, touch wood, her legs are fine because sometimes she's unable to walk, she's unable to get out of bed, and she can't even walk up and down the stairs. The medication does help and it does keep it controlled to a certain level.”– P20, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis. “It makes her well, just like any other normal [kids]. Yeah, she'll run round. She'll play.” – P25, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis He doesn't feel like it, really, it [the treatment] doesn't do anything. I suppose it does [work], cause they're saying that sometimes there's no active arthritis, so you know [it should work]. [...] I suppose it probably does, but from Johnny's perspective, he's probably not [feeling that it’s effective]. He doesn't really feel like much difference really.” – P18, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “She's never really had any [side] effects from it. it's always been quite straightforward, which has been good, really.” – P16, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “The side effects after the infusions were awful. I've never seen him that poorly like that in his life. That was really worrying though.” – P22, Mum of child with Juvenile Dermatomyositis “That made her upset, she was in a lot of pain with it, which obviously then made her frightened to have it. She was starting to hyperventilate because it was starting to hurt her. So, when that happened, it was like, ‘this isn't working’ now, [because] she's starting to really panic every time she's having that [medication], obviously we need another solution.” – P29, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “It’s horrendous. […] She gets quite a lot of illnesses because of the immune suppressants. She had impetigo about 3 weeks ago and that's spread all over her face, so she needed antibiotics for that. So it does have a massive effect on her school, and she gets tired a lot as well.” – P20, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis |
Social Factors | “[He’s] still doing his day-to-day thing, jumping on the trampoline, going out with his friends.” – P27, Dad of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Yeah, just followed what the doctor said. I mean, we didn't know too much about the condition to start off with.” – P28, Mum of child with Linear Scleroderma | Pro-treatment “Because the nurses told me that I'd be damaging him in a long term if [he] didn't have it, that was what they said.” – P18, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis. “He’s a big believer of what's the point in coming. But I'm -- I don't know. I'm kind of one of those people where I do what I'm told to do. And if the doctors told me to do something, then we have to listen -- and we have to do it because they're doctors.” – P18, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “No, don’t think I am [worried about the side effects]. It doesn't affect that much day-to-day life, and she still managed to do everything that she wants to do. It’s not really an issue.” -- P28, Mum of child with Linear Scleroderma “They always let me change the hours [of my shift] when I need to get her, like the other week she was downstairs [the rheumatology clinic] [..] They stopped your treatment, and then we had to come back on that [medication] a couple of days later, but I was supposed to be at work that day, so we had to ring [my] work and say, ‘I'm not coming in, can I swap it [my shift], I'm going to come in another day,’ and they just say ‘that’s fine.’ ” – P28, Mum of child with Linear Scleroderma “We just take the letters in from the hospital and try to explain why [she was absent], I mean, we picked that school because they already had a child in there that has JIA.” –P31, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis. “I think, yeah, you definitely are looked after here. It's a really good hospital to be at, and you just know that they know what they're talking about.” – P16, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “But we do have good family support, so if it's not me, it's his mum or your grandma or your sister or, you know, somebody in the family. So, we manage.” – P21, Dad of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Our work has been really supportive. They give us the time off to come in and bring Isla [to the hospital], so that's not an issue.” – P25, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis Anti-treatment “School, we've had big issues with school just because of his absence, so he's home schooled now actually. They were OK initially, weren't they, the school? But then I think as you got older, they just didn't [understand], Because you obviously had quite a lot of absences […]initially, they were fine for him to come in late if he was struggling, but then it just became more difficult and difficult [for school to be fine with it], and so as he grows older, I think they just expected him to just be ready to go every day and attend school. So now he's now being tutored at home.” – P21, Dad of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis. “Money's been a bit of a worry, especially mainly on travel. That’s the only thing really, I wouldn’t not come up here. I know she needs it, but it’s the money that [creates] worry the most.” – P31, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “So, it’s a big chunk out of that sort of thing, that was one of the reasons why I don't work. We didn't know how often she would have to come to the hospital, whether she's having to go for physio, or where she's having to go for hydrotherapy. So, [it] takes time out of my day, whereas if I was working, I wouldn't be able to do that, because it would impact on my work life.” – P29, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “Even at school, and like I say, some of the nurses didn't believe me, so I had to take photographic evidence of my own child being sick, which is not very nice. It literally took about two years to fight to get him off that medication,.” – P18, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “It was quite difficult because, like I say, I didn't drive. His dad was always working, and his siblings were babies. So, it was quite hard.” – P18, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis |
Cognitive Factors | “It's scary. When you're looking into it and what it is, it's just wondering how it is going to affect [her physically in] the long term...” – P31, Mum of Child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “[The diagnostic process] was long because we didn't know what was happening. And I think, if we'd had an idea of what it was, then we could have understood the process. But initially, we didn't know anything about it, and she was gradually getting worse, so we were totally in the dark right at the beginning.” – P29, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “There's a certain amount of relief, I think, when you find out what it [the disease] is.” – P24, Dad of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis | “[We went to the psychologist] because of her methotrexate. The injections were really bad, and she was really struggling with the blood tests, and they suggested putting her into the psychologist here and we started to see her. We saw Charissa [Psychologist’s Pseudonym] for a little while, didn't we? And she just, talked to her, kind of try to get to the root of the problem and try to understand what it was. And she has got a lot better since we saw her.” – P20, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “I think the methotrexate was the worst one. I hated that every week. It was terrible. I don't know [why], it was just a mental block because, like, I just couldn't press the button [for the self-injections] […] It's not that it hurts. It was just -- the feeling I just like, just knowing what was happening.” – P7, Child with Juvenile Dermatomyositis “Like the second time, I ended up screaming and crying cause I hated it so much because I developed a fear of needles.” – P2, Child with Chronic Recurrent Multifocal Osteomyelitis I think I just didn't like it because of the needles, really.” – P14, Child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis “When we went to psychologist– and to be fair, they were fairly honest straight away, they said ‘we've seen the injections, we really don't know how we're going to get her to like them, but we’ll do what we can to like, try and give her choices.’ […] and she [Isla] actually just told me that she didn't feel like herself anymore and she didn't want to be here anymore. So that's when rheumatology [team] got involved and said, ‘Right. OK, then let's change everything [treatment regimen].” –P25, Mum of child with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis |