Respondents (n = 11) were primarily registered nurses (n = 8, 73%), with the majority employed in the acute care setting (n = 8,73%). Three respondents were male (27%) and five participants had advanced degrees (45%). Eight respondents were practicing in the same area they practiced prior to the pandemic (73%) with ten respondents reporting that their hours worked each week had remained the same or increased since the start of the pandemic (91%).
Thematic analysis of the qualitative data yielded three major themes highlighting the continued challenges healthcare providers faced during the second year of the pandemic. Themes included: 1) Exhausted and emotionally numb; 2) The dichotomy between the vaccinated and the unvaccinated; and 3) Shifting stressors and misguided supports.
Exhausted and Emotionally Numb
As the pandemic lingered into its second year and COVID-19- related fatigue persisted, HCPs in our study described feeling emotionally numb. Our previous research highlighted the fear of the unknown during the early pandemic as COVID-19 ran rampant among healthcare facilities, adding insurmountable stress to infrastructure, systems, and HCPs alike. Information about the disease was sparse and changed rapidly, leaving most HCPs fearful of getting sick or transmitting the virus to their patients or loved ones. In follow up interviews, HCPs in this study described a series of shifts in how they navigated and perceived the pandemic over time. These ongoing shifts left participants feeling exhausted as they struggled to stay informed of guidelines, recommendations and protective measures to keep themselves and their patients safe. This exhaustion led to feelings of numbness as viral mutations continued to wreak havoc on people attempting to return to life before COVID-19. One participant said,
We've limited our restaurants and bars and stuff like that. In the grocery stores, I'm wearing a mask. I've always kept hand sanitizer in my car, so that hasn't changed for me. In the summertime I felt more free. When we would go out, it would be to open air restaurants, and we weren't inside very often. So, I was truly living my best life. I have to trust the vaccine…but I also have to be aware that I can still catch it and pass it on.
While some HCPs described COVID-19 assimilation into daily life and how they felt less concerned about contracting COVID-19, several continued to worry about older patients and/or the unvaccinated. Participants shared insight into similar shifts in daily living as people "got on with the business of living". But as restrictions lessened, cases increased again, leaving HCPs feeling weary and numb as there appeared to be no end to the COVID-19 pandemic in sight.
The joy has pretty much gone out of my job. You don't know what the future's going to hold, especially after all this. So, I don't really want to spend my whole life working, but now it's like, what can I do to get out early, as early as possible?
These sentiments were not restricted to feelings about healthcare and the workplace. As the pandemic continued, HCPs expressed concerns about the long-term effects of the pandemic on their families and society in general. A participant with a young child shared,
I worry more about more of the psychosocial issues that are coming along with it than anything else. Like, I never thought I would have to wear a mask and now we're practicing wearing a mask with my daughter during the pandemic. So, I think I worry more about that kind of stuff now as well as the long term divides it's causing in our communities more.
Several participants reported increased dissatisfaction with hospital leadership related to COVID-19 policies, which led to exhaustion and an increased sense of helplessness. One participant said, “Overall I think we're exhausted; I think there is some dissatisfaction. People check the job postings every week looking for something, some kind of alternative”. As hospitals grappled with staffing shortages, nurse to patient ratios increased, leading some participants in our study to seek employment elsewhere due to concerns about safety. One nurse, who moved to a different hospital, described how an enhanced sense of security in her new position restored her overall job satisfaction:
I’m so much more secure as a new nurse [at my new hospital] having people who actually know what they're doing. I can't get any more than two ICU patients and COPD patients are one to one. Here you're actually trained to do dialysis and you only can have one dialysis patient and that's Union mandated. My manager is much more accessible, he's honest with us…so I’m much happier.
The Dichotomy Between the Vaccinated and the Unvaccinated
Vaccine availability proved to be a turning point for HCPs. As the vaccine uptake increased, concerns about contracting and transmitting COVID-19 to loved ones and patients decreased among HCPs. One participant shared, “before I used to just be so afraid about bringing it home to my family and spreading it to other people, and I think now obviously being vaccinated helps with that, knowing that it doesn't transmit via contact”. Other HCPs highlighted how overall levels of vaccinations in the community provide better protection against contracting COVID-19.
I guess I'm less worried because I think it helps that I'm in Chicago, which is very well vaccinated so…maybe 10% of our patients, at most, right now are COVID patients. I think I'm really benefiting from that, in terms of my fears; that this community is so well vaccinated for the most part, that we're not getting that surge again.
Despite the availability of a vaccine and advances in disease management, patients continued to present with significant sequelae from COVID-19. Providing care for unvaccinated patients led to increased feelings of distress and decreased quality of life as nurses attempted to balance their personal and professional beliefs and maintain their relationships with patients and their families.
A lot of us are struggling. You know, there's no way to really help them and we don't really know what works. What works for one person, isn't working for another person. And we try everything to keep them off the ventilator because once they get on the ventilator, that's pretty much it.
HCPs in our study were frustrated and concerned as they witnessed the impacts of vaccine hesitation and reluctance in the public in the workplace. In initial interviews with participants at the beginning of the pandemic, HCPs were optimistic and hopeful about the potential effects of a vaccine. In follow up interviews, however, HCPs were angry that so many people chose not to be vaccinated. One participant said, “you know, we thought the vaccine would be our life saver and unfortunately it's not been”. Participants indicated that conflicting information about vaccine credibility–especially when spread through political debate, technological, and social media platforms–had a negative impact on the general public’s willingness to vaccinate. These feelings of conflict left participants frustrated as they cared for patients who refused vaccination and subsequently required hospitalization.
…the vaccine changed everything. The suffering that could have been prevented has not been. We've had unvaccinated (patients) come in and they're a whole new can of worms. They're exhausting on every level; the families still don't believe in the science of that (the vaccine) and they come in and demand ivermectin."
Lack of effective treatment modalities led HCPs to become increasingly frustrated with patients and families who refused to comply with vaccine mandates, which many felt were the only true way to find a cure for COVID-19. When discussing experiences caring for patients during this time, one participant shared,
I think the patient got good care, but there were honest things said, like ‘if this guy makes it, like it's going to be very hard and will just fuel his fire’. He didn't make it and there was such a huge amount of …moral distress. As a nurse, I don't wish harm on people. These are awful, awful things to be confronting about myself.
Shifting Stressors and Misguided Supports
Findings from our initial study revealed concerns that leaders were out of touch with the struggles faced by HCPs caring for patients on the front-line amidst an evolving pandemic. These same concerns persisted in our current study. In both studies, participants stressed the importance of authentic leadership; however, HCPs in our current study described a shift in workplace stressors. While vaccine mandates were largely supported by HCPs in this study, some remained concerned about colleagues and vaccine refusal. One participant stated,
My facility has a vaccine mandate and we only lost one nurse…if you don't believe in the science then there's another spot for you. We're not giving exceptions to anybody, and I would have been very hurt had they made exceptions.
Many described how hospital leadership worked to support HCPs who were continuing to toil at the bedside, but still harbored feelings that these efforts lacked authenticity and transparency. One participant (a physician) said,
If they had proper staffing and administration and at least said, here's the game plan. Here's why we can't do it that way. Like we are just not taking in enough money to even do this. We really want to keep all of you employed, but if we wanna do this, we're gonna have to fire a couple people. I think if we knew the situation outside of our departments…we would all tolerate it a lot more.
There was a sense of laissez faire leadership as some hospital systems moved towards contract (travel) nursing as a solution to address ongoing staffing crises. While help from contract nurses was appreciated, many hired HCPs felt the sting of earning lower wages when compared to their contracted colleagues. One participant has even thought of pursuing contract work, “I'm considering doing travel nursing, because a lot of my coworkers are making [an] insane amount of money doing that…”.
Several HCPs shared concern over a potential “mass exodus” of colleagues and reported “a trickle loss of nurses and now it's a complete hemorrhage.” This potential nursing shortage, related to deteriorating conditions at the bedside and concerns about hospital leadership led to concerns about who will fill the gap. One participant noted,
The nursing shortage is coming because those of us who are in it were seasoned and we're way closer to leaving than we were. I don't see the great candidates coming up behind us, who are going to have the longevity that we have had. I think there's a lot less commitment to staying at the bedside.
While open positions could be filled by the graduate nurse workforce, participants feared that the void of experienced nurses would leave them unprepared to care for patients in the post-pandemic world. One participant, a nursing instructor, said, “...we are really doing them a disservice, I think ethically, morally, we're putting them out there, not ready. They're not ready, not only for nursing, but nursing how it is right now.”